ALMOST A YEAR!

SO!! I was thinking about this when I got up this morning! Did you know it has been almost a year since I started this weight loss journey?

Well, maybe I should call it a weight loss roller coaster to be honest with you.

I have found out A LOT of things about myself. Like I can count on NO ONE but myself to make this happen. Of course I do believe that this statement applies to most things in a persons life.

I try really hard to be a good person BUT I do occasionally get caught up in my own negative thoughts which allows me to be not such a good person.

I can say that I think for the most part I have been successful on losing weight this year.

I am down to 205.4 lbs. as of this morning on the scale. Not to shabby I must say considering I started at like 250 lbs. AND that's considering I had a HORRIBLE July where I broke my arm (still recovering from that one) and suffered a fairly severe head injury.

What is the saying though? OH WELL...THAT'S JUST LIFE!!! :)

As I draw closer to the end of this year though, I have committed myself to my goal of 150 lbs. the way I figure it is, I am half way there. I am not quitting yet! What does that prove anyways? Nothing except that I would be lacking the fortitude and strength of character to continue on with a commitment I made to myself. And if I can't keep a commitment to myself, THEN HOW IN THE WORLD CAN I KEEP A COMMITMENT TO ANYONE ELSE?!?!

You can't and that's my point!